I climbed a mountain today
Chilled in a too-thin sweatshirt by wind off snow
And stood at the point where the path bends back
On the corner of a zigzag track you have three options
To remain
to retreat
or to advance.
(Or there’s always the ravine).
I’m not sure I cared for
the way I felt your wry eyes watching
The one who gave me the words that you stole
was waiting, further up the path
I stood for the length of a sigh
The knowing pressing behind my eyes, the memories
of quiet afternoons finding poems together
Then, as you had known I would, I turned from the shelter
of the bushline, and stepped into the cold
The lines we wrote as clear as blood on snow
I knew I would leave them with you,
but this
was like killing all my darlings.