{"id":267,"date":"2015-04-14T10:36:25","date_gmt":"2015-04-14T10:36:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.writehanded.org\/poetry\/?p=267"},"modified":"2015-04-14T10:36:25","modified_gmt":"2015-04-14T10:36:25","slug":"the-name-of-this-is-not-my-illness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/2015\/04\/14\/the-name-of-this-is-not-my-illness\/","title":{"rendered":"The Name of This is Not My illness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>1.<\/p>\n<p>She awakes slowly to the row<\/p>\n<p>of bottles on the bedside table<\/p>\n<p>Her tongue is heavy and<\/p>\n<p>sticks to her lips<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Each leg is petrified wood, each knee a knot<\/p>\n<p>She rolls from back to belly, her spine pops<\/p>\n<p>Her stomach is a balloon pressing into the mattress<\/p>\n<p>She counts breaths<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Soon she will touch the lamp<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bright, brighter, brightest<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And come to all fours<\/p>\n<p>wait, turn, wait<\/p>\n<p>Calcified bone feet touch the floor<\/p>\n<p>Testing for cracks<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>2.<\/p>\n<p>Each cap requires three motions<\/p>\n<p>Push with palm<\/p>\n<p>twist with wrist<\/p>\n<p>Pull with fingers<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Each label requires checking<\/p>\n<p>Name (yes, it is hers)<\/p>\n<p>Dose (too much\/ too little\/ never enough)<\/p>\n<p>Date (forever expiring)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Do not drink alcohol<\/p>\n<p>Do not drink grapefruit juice<\/p>\n<p>Do not miss a dose<\/p>\n<p>Do not take two doses<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>3.<\/p>\n<p>May cause sleepiness<\/p>\n<p>May cause headaches<\/p>\n<p>May cause dry mouth<\/p>\n<p>May cause dizziness<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>May cause constipation<\/p>\n<p>May cause diarrhoea<\/p>\n<p>May cause heart attacks<\/p>\n<p>May cause depression<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>May cause loss of bone density<\/p>\n<p>May cause limb paralysis<\/p>\n<p>May cause macular degeneration<\/p>\n<p>May cause righteous indignation<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>May cause weakness<\/p>\n<p>May cause auditory hallucinations<\/p>\n<p>May cause internal bleeding<\/p>\n<p>May cause loss of breath.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1. She awakes slowly to the row of bottles on the bedside table Her tongue is heavy and sticks to her lips &nbsp; Each leg is petrified wood, each knee <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/2015\/04\/14\/the-name-of-this-is-not-my-illness\/\">Continue Reading &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[6,8,9,11,14,20],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=267"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=267"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=267"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=267"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}