{"id":136,"date":"2012-08-06T04:38:57","date_gmt":"2012-08-06T04:38:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sundayscars.wordpress.com\/?p=136"},"modified":"2012-08-06T04:38:57","modified_gmt":"2012-08-06T04:38:57","slug":"change","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/2012\/08\/06\/change\/","title":{"rendered":"Change"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>While I refuse to give in to your ridiculous demands,<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ll spend the night trying<\/p>\n<p>to write something worth your eyes<\/p>\n<p>Listening to brave songs and Baudelaire<\/p>\n<p>murmuring in the corner<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Unfortunately you\u2019ll soon find out that chasing isn\u2019t a two-way street<\/p>\n<p>but apathy might be, and when you turn<\/p>\n<p>you\u2019ll find I\u2019m not the trick in the book you thought I was<\/p>\n<p>and only half as naiive<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I can stand pitch perfect in the rising dark<\/p>\n<p>your stones will stick in my throat, but I won\u2019t give you the words<\/p>\n<p>I spent all night with, in case you use them<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s obvious that someone else forgot to be here<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I thought that the plant in the corner of the garden<\/p>\n<p>was dying, because I put it in crooked and it never gets water<\/p>\n<p>but look; now it\u2019s got two purple flowers<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ll see you prop his book open<\/p>\n<p>to the page that extols the virtues of the terminally drunk<\/p>\n<p>and I\u2019ll hide my notes<\/p>\n<p>and turn off the music<\/p>\n<p>and pour my wine into the soil.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>While I refuse to give in to your ridiculous demands, I\u2019ll spend the night trying to write something worth your eyes Listening to brave songs and Baudelaire murmuring in the <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/2012\/08\/06\/change\/\">Continue Reading &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=136"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writehanded.org\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}